I'm sure a lot of you have been wondering where I've been :c
There's been so much going on in my life right now that its kind a not funny at the moment. These past few month I've been busy with this job I got working at a grocery store. The money was good, but the hours were a over kill. People at the business would really take advantage of you with your work hours.
Anyways~ I'm sorry to all that I've been gone for so long ;A;
Not to long ago, say around beginning of September I was starting to experience my esophagi pains. As the next few weeks continued on the pains were starting to get worse & worse. Toshu (my boyfriend) was deeply worried about me and wanted to take me to see a doctor. Sadly I'm not a big fan of the doctors so I kept saying no. Until on the night of September 15th I wasn't able to fall asleep at all because I was in so much pain. So that morning around 9 am ~ I finally gave in and had Toshu rush me to the ER.
When I was rushed to the hospital I was in so much pain I couldn't really move. By time I was set up in a room the doctors began to do some tests on me ( blood, urine etc~ ). They asked me while running the test what seems to be the problem, that kind of stuff. I told them and the doctors said to me " Well the way it sounds it maybe your gallbladder and/or pancreas " & that the doctor back in New York ( where I'm from ) had diagnosed me wrong ( saying I had Esophagitis ).
When the test result came in the doctors were very shock. I honestly can't remember what they said if it was my gallbladder or pancreas ( I was so out of it ) they said something about what level this was suppose to be. They said normally it should be at a level 60 range ( Can't remember if talking about gallbladder or pancreas )... but apparently I was in the thousands and was close to dying. So the doctors gave me some powerful hydro pills to stop the pain.
Sadly the hospital I was at didn't have the right equipment to do surgery on me( was surprised/shocked/scared I had to get surgery right away). So I was rushed to Portneuf Medical Center in Pocatello, ID. That was a fun 4 hour drive....
By time I got to that hospital it was around 7 pm at night. I was set up in a room and was being hooked up to all sorts of machines for more testing. They said due to the doctor being out I had to wait the next morning to have surgery done. I was told during the time what I may have was pancreatitis w/ 100's of gallstones in my gallbladder. Little while after around 11 pm they ran a ultrasound to take a better look at what was going on inside me. Just as the doctor said I had gallstones... a LOT of them, in many different sizes w/ a lot of inflammation. So straight to the point I had to have surgery to remove my gallbladder and get all the stones that were stuck in the tube that goes to my pancreas.
So the next morning around 10:30 am I went into surgery to have my gallbladder removed/ pancreas cleaned out. This was all kind a scary due to the fact I'm thousand of miles away from my mom & dad when they found out this had to be done right away( scared the heck out of them I almost had died ;_;''' ) It took a hour and 20 minutes for the operation to be done. Toshu was freaking out a bit when all of this happened so sudden & was afraid something like would happen to me. I was just so happy after having these pains for so many years that something was finally done about it.
After everything that's happened me and Toshu are going to be flying back out to New York on Oct. 26th to stay with my family again. It been hard to get around since the operation. I'm getting better each passing day, but the doctors had said it would take at least a month+ to get back to normal. I had sent most of my important stuff back to my home town in a very big box ~ lol. My art stuff for drawing was in the box too sadly. Yet it doesn't make much of a difference since I can't do much right now. By time its begin/mid November I should be able to get back to drawing again. I'm hoping since I'm not working due to all of this I can at least get back on soon to at least talk to everyone ;-;
My deepest apologies to all my watchers, friends and viewers for being gone for a while. I honestly feel bad about all of this. Due to all this happening I haven't had a chance to get my art trades started ;_; which I feel worse for ><'''
When I'm return back to new york I'll try my best to try and get them done. I'm deeply sorry and hope you all can understand T-T Sorry